This is just another normal night for me, and honestly, I have nothing much to say, but I want to share you what I’m feeling and thinking right at this moment.
Tomorrow, I’ll be having my Law exam, and I think I’m still unprepared for it, but I’m quite feeling positive always. Had you ever encountered that day when you just wanted to binge watching, stalk your crush online or do nothing at all inside your class? I almost fed myself up with all temptations around me– be it with movies & foods & other stuff that really attracts me. This is a negative reminder, and it scares me about how I became so complacent about things that matter the most— but in fact, I wasn’t really like this from the very start. I always tell myself to put much and more effort in everything that I do, and to not settle for less. I know I deserve some rest, but I still keep asking myself, “When is the best time to relax?”. It excites me, yes– to finally enjoy the lesson-free days and think of anything other than reviewing before classes and go to the library to study. I can’t help myself but to at least spend this day without even feeling any pressure from school. I want all this to end as soon as possible and enjoy the coming days! I want to experience the real vacation I always wished and wanted to come!
But still, I practically have to motivate myself more because I’m being a low-key student now, and I’m not pleased about it. At the very end of the day, I still have student responsibilities to take, and I must do my best! This is gonna be worth it in the end!!!
The Strawberry Who Stays Positive,