Just Random Thoughts

Good evening!

This is just another normal night for me, and honestly, I have nothing much to say, but I want to share you what I’m feeling and thinking right at this moment.

Tomorrow, I’ll be having my Law exam, and I think I’m still unprepared for it, but I’m quite feeling positive always. Had you ever encountered that day when you just wanted to binge watching, stalk your crush online or do nothing at all inside your class? I almost fed myself up with all temptations around me– be it with movies & foods & other stuff that really attracts me. This is a negative reminder, and it scares me about how I became so complacent about things that matter the most— but in fact, I wasn’t really like this from the very start. I always tell myself to put much and more effort in everything that I do, and to not settle for less. I know I deserve some rest, but I still keep asking myself, “When is the best time to relax?”. It excites me, yes– to finally enjoy the lesson-free days and think of anything other than reviewing before classes and go to the library to study.  I can’t help myself but to at least spend this day without even feeling any pressure from school. I want all this to end as soon as possible and enjoy the coming days! I want to experience the real vacation I always wished and wanted to come!

But still, I practically have to motivate myself more because I’m being a low-key student now, and I’m not pleased about it. At the very end of the day, I still have student responsibilities to take, and I must do my best! This is gonna be worth it in the end!!!

The Strawberry Who Stays Positive,



My FIRST Blog ! :)

Hi there guys. So this is my first blog that I made. First of all, I’m not used to make some blogs. Frequently, the thing that interests me most is making some news and feature articles for our school publication. But there’s one thing that I really love to do−Writing.

I was really inspired by the Paulinian Teachers. They really exerted their time soothing students to write in our school publication. Initially, I’m a bit confused in writing such articles. I was thinking like this:
1.) What will be my title for this? Naah. I’ll just make it later
2.) Where should I start? –I don’t know
3.) Okay, I already have an idea-Tadaaaa. I made my first paragraph. SUCCESS!
4.) Uhh Ohh. Is my Grammar correct? -I hope so.
5.) Oh, how about the spelling? Is it right?- Nah, I’ll just check it on my dictionary
6.) Gosh. What is the correct adjective/verb for this? – Is it suitable?
7.) Okay. DONE!
8.) Oh. I forgot. Yay! Here we go again- Back to Number 1

I’d started writing articles when I was on my 7th Grade. Expectantly, year by year, my writing skills improved. I’m a little bit introverted that time because the one who will check my works is older than me. I know. I know. They’re really used to write such articles and they really good at it. Unlike me, I am only just a beginner. What if something happens like this?
1.) What kind of sentence is this?-Too embarrassing.
2.) She’s so numb. She can’t even write a simple article-So Poor in vocabulary
3.) WHAAAAATAAAA! This article makes my head twinge.-She’s going foolish.
4.) REJECT this.
5.) Okay.

Well, my imagination is so overstated. But I’m just being true to reality. I’m opposing my own confidence on this kind of stuff. But Behind those nuisances, I’m still having fun WRITING.