Back In Time

There were a million times
I wish to rewind this life of mine
All I wanna do is to sit and cry
Coz longing for you, at first is not fine

Go back to before that tragic time
that time you were about to leave my side
I was afraid to look in your eyes
Coz maybe you’ll disappear after a glance

But I beg you to stay, to stay, and to stay
I can’t breathe if you make me feel this way
I grab your hand and promise one thing
that promise in my heart, it stings.

And now our tomorrows turned into years
years that turned into sorrows and fears
How I wish to turn back this time of mine
so that I can finally say, “Without you, I’m totally fine”.

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OBLIVION

Days had been dead
Your voice wasn’t heard
Missing your smile and laughter
I hope we’ll be together

Days had been dead
Your bright eyes too baffled
Missing your stare so bad
How I wish that we’ll glance

Days had been dead
Your hair wasn’t touched
Missing this fond of wayward
How I wish that we’ll not be cowards

Days had been dead
Your hand wasn’t held
Missing that endless game
How I wish we’ll now be the same

Days had been dead
Your presence wasn’t felt
Missing our long conversations
How I wish we’ll never move on

Days had been dead
This love won’t commend
But baby i miss you so much
How I wish this love won’t last

Days had been dead
Aren’t you forbidden?
Tell me what is really happening
For i’m worry in guessing

But it’s your choice not mine
No worries coz i’ll be fine
If this would be the end
Our days would be dead

P.S. I’ve sent this to you already. I just want to share this. Hope you’re not upset.

The Geometrical Probability Of Love Between Strangers

No matter how far
that person is,
No matter how impossible
for both of you to meet
As long as there is love
in between,
Seeing each other
will not anymore be a dream
That’s the Geometrical Probability of Love

She is sitting on a bench,
180 degrees facing north.
Who would have a thought
that this man’s standing,
180 degrees facing south
would likely to meet this girl, sitting?

The story goes this way…

The love between these strangers
started from the absolute value
their distance started from zero
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

These strangers have angles
two rays with same vertex,
two rays with the same endpoint,
But how will they meet if that’s so?

Under the coordinate system,
then they’re stepping in axis
that’s there reference line beyond x or y
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

Beneath, distance across the circles
The main point is through the center
their diameter is indeed vague
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

Under the spell of divisibility,
anything can be divided evenly
So is their distance yet an exemption
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

And these strangers are parallel
their lines will not cross
for their distance is a total opposite
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

Below, they’re in the same plane
Having infinite points around
their intersecting lines formed
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

Opposite directions diverged as two
their interval is still equal
Yes,it is called equidistant
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

Suddenly,  they have four right angles
their perpendicular lines are formed
Indeed, their lines will cross
But how will they meet, if that’s so?

However…

New stranger is inevitable
may bisects their angles
and divides it unequally
But will they still meet, if that’s so?

Yet, a remainder results
when one’s effort doesn’t fit
the other one so even
Now, will they still meet if that’s so?

Hence, one of them had a thought
that their love must be simplified
For just in math, the simplest answer
is much accepted and realized
So will they now meet, if that’s so?

Possibly, they will see each other
for she is the Segment
A line with beginning point
and He is her endpoint
And so they may meet

Yet…

Above these journeys
they have forgotten one thing
that their coordinates is (0,0)
remember, that’s their origin

Finally,

She is sitting from x-axis
he is standing from y-axis
they’re now in their origin (0,0)
and that’s the time
they will probably meet

Dust of worries were unfolded
Yet dreams weren’t over
Gripping at its peak
So nobody would mind

This star so unique, well blended
Does twinkling, it shines
A trap encased in it’s brightness
Never been notice nor see

Couldn’t it be something more?
Those pieces, so peculiar
Getting arcane in all things
Nobody would know

Amid its anomalous state
The only witness is this storm
Atypical star has its weakness
Compatible, so close together

Last night was a nightmare
Too unexpected, I cried, I swear
I’m not used to do it, Oh yes
Answer me, why should I try my best?

All this time I thought it’s okay
How’d you hide it from me, anyway?
Will you please, just this time, trust me?
For I’m now ready to face that reality

I breathe, atlas, I’ve gained
Unbinding my sentiments, I failed
Truly, I said that I shouldn’t be
But that’s what really destined for me

Tears were falling apart
Cannot retrieve the smile on my heart
Unfathomable disguise, I left
Been driven by these, I kept

It’s the last time; it’s the last chance
Nowhere to be found, never been glanced
I stared up in the sky and never doubt
I think it’s time for me to pass out

Loving The Same Man

He says he loves me, but loves her too,
He can’t decide between me and you.

Friends for ten years and he rips it apart,
killing every single inch of our hearts.

We fall for the same man and it kills us inside,
he wouldn’t even care if one of us died.

I say “I’ll jump,” she says “I’ll jump too,”
You don’t care one bit if you get the tiniest action from one of us two.

We burn in our fire of hell, freeze in our own skin,
but we don’t mean a single thing to him.

You say you want us forever and ever,
but without you we just might be a little better.

Hate is a strong word, love is too,
but neither means anything to you.

So goodbye are our final words, and she wishes you well
but as for me I hope you burn in hell.

A Part Of My Past

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We’ve been friends since almost forever
Remember all the fun times were had always together
We all grew up knowing each other best
I took this experience as a true friendship test
When that beautiful thing came out and was born
You all weren’t there and I felt so torn
You guys never showed as if you guys didn’t care
The pain that I was feeling was more than I can bare
One day, Two weeks, Three months passed by
All of those promises that were made became nothing but lies
One thing was for sure that I was a good friend
I guess that saying is true that everything has an end
I cried everyday until those tears were my last
But it’s ok because you all are part of my past

Hush, Little Sister

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Hush, little sister
Please don’t cry
I wish I could be there
To sing you a lullaby

I can see your arms
Bloodied and bruised
That’s strange, little sister
Mine were like that too

I know you scream
When Daddy’s there
Hush, little sister
I know you’re scared

I can see the way
He’s hurting you
I’m sorry, little sister
He did that to me too

I know that people
Ignore what’s going on at home
That makes me angry, little sister
You shouldn’t have to be alone

Hey, little sister
You want to know why I’m not there?
It’s a sad story, little sister
But people should care

You see, little sister
One day Daddy got high
You were asleep in your crib
So you didn’t hear my cry

He screamed at me
And smashed my head against the door
While you slept, little sister
I died on the floor

You know, little sister
I don’t think that I would have died
If someone had only bothered
To listen to my cries

But hush, little sister
Daddy’s coming home
Quick, get into bed
You don’t want him to find you alone

I’m sorry little sister
He’s in a bad mood
Run while you can

Uh oh little sister
He’s lifting his belt
Scream while you can, little sister
Call for help

Hush little sister
You don’t need to cry
No one can hurt you
You’re in my arms tonight.

#2 Thank You Mom: Roses For Mama

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Lord, are there roses in your garden
On the shores of jubilee
Would you pick a dozen of your best
And deliver them for me?
For you see, today is mothers’ day
And I can’t visit my mom
For it wasn’t very long ago
The angels came and took her home.
So if there are roses in your garden
On the shores of Jubilee
Would you pick a dozen of your best
And deliver them for me?
Would you take them to my mother
And tell her that I love her.
Tell her that I miss her
In oh! So many ways
But I have joy in knowing
We’ll meet again someday
And we’ll pick roses together
On the shores of Jubilee.

#1 My Best and Favorite Girl: To My Dearest Mom

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My mother is a special part
Of all that’s cherished in my heart,
She is my pearl, my soul, my mate;
She is the one to make life great.
She is an angel without the wings,
Who makes life special with the littlest things,

Whenever I’m in need of love,
She is there from the heavens above;
Whenever I’m in need of a shoulder,
There’s no one as devoted as my mother.

Her presence and love have always been there,
Everything in her nature is to only care.
With every soft hug and kiss
The world seems more beautiful and blessed.

I’m sorry for all the times I caused you pain,
But after these brief storms my love still remains.
I love you so much,
I will love you forever-
I wrote your name on my heart
And it will stay there forever, and ever…

Hoping For A Closing Chapter

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Once again I write to you
The sun is shining the sky is blue
And all I do is sit and think…..
Only about you without a blink

The days pass and the nights yearn
From all that has happened I wish I could learn
That life isn’t always what you desire
It leaves you lost in flames of fire

You see your day and see it through
Knowing what I’m writing is all so true
You ignore the meaning of all of this
Thinking that I’m being childish

I’ve tried to ignore I’ve tried to forget
But all I see is the first time we met
I don’t know why this happened to me
Maybe it’s a dream, pinch me and see

All I request is a closing chapter
Meet me for 5 don’t let me wonder
All I want is for you to reflect on
Whether I lie and this is for fun

Hopefully you’ll find the answer is no
That this for me isn’t a show
Don’t forget the moments we had
The day you left I was sad

You’re Special

It has meant so much
Having you as a friend
You will always be a part of me
Until the end

When times are tough
You are always there
It has brightened my world
Just knowing you care

You make me feel the love
I have inside
You are a friend,
A mentor, a guide

Since we met
Our friendship has grown
While you’re in the world
I will never be alone

I feel blessed to have met
Some one like you
And to have found a friendship
So special and true

Undecided Escape

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Trees, trees, trees
Branches, sticks, leaves
Whipping, gashing, slashing at my arms
I can’t get away no matter how fast I run

Tripping, falling, crawling on the floor
Ragged cuts, tattered clothes, jagged breathing as I start to slow
My eyes are heavy, my vision blurred
Distant images start to stir

He’s right behind me, he’s catching up
I have to keep moving, but my legs have had enough
Getting dizzy, about to pass out, a distant figure starts to stand out
A distant scream, a whispered plea, I can’t believe it came from me

Pulse is racing, a feeling of hands, a gentle hush as I’m helped to stand
It’s him, he’s caught me, please strength don’t leave me yet
Let me be anything but his sullied pet
I have to leave, I have to get away, I fall to my knees and let my head sway

Stopping, he stares at me and gives a mirrored laugh
Then he reaches for me as I start to move back
I’m to slow, he’s to fast, I can’t get away, he’s taking me back
I can’t let this happen, I must react

Head’s too fuzzy, I’m getting too weak
I’m stumbling over my own feet
One chance, a pull, a twist, a pop and a moan
I’m not the one with a broken bone

I’m still running, he’s still coming
My strength’s about to give out
Dead end, cliffs end, water and rocks below
Tell me, if you had a choice which way would you go?